today was so sad and angry la..today at pe took my retest for all five station den suddenly maisy started to cry..ii feel so upset to see her cry this time..ii got all emotional too..den mdm wong told me to bring maisy go toilet to wash up but the stupid toilet was lock so we sit at the hall there den maisy cry very sadly..ii see le ii oso wanna cry den finally ii cannot take it animore ii hug her and cry..
ii realli hate that stupid person that made her cry so badly..see her lik this wo realli xintong..look wat has this guy did to her ii realli feel lik killing that ass..
then at MT period maisy seem realli upset.todae was suppose to go math tuiton den but ma gum realli veri painful that ii cannot take it was so angry la my stupid gum are getting on my nerves giving me all the stupid headace..den maisy ask me ii gg home arhx and ii saw her upset face ii realli feel lik staying and accompany her but ii realli cannot take the pain animore so ii went home in the end..

ii'm realli very worry for her..PLS be strong my deargirlx..ii'm oweas here for you..it hurt me to see you cry lik this over that kind of stupid jerk pls takeccare of yourself..

ytd went to pay the N'lvl' thing but ii found out ii don have to pay by cash gg to return to mummy the $290 finally ii got money now le..went to chinese oral today cher ask me alot of Q and tell me alot which ii feel is realli beri meaningful..and den after that ii went to watch 'meet the robinsons' with wanzi at J8.in the show there's one thing that ii feel is realli meaningful..ii don wann be lik the show the guy who hate his friend den in the end his life ended up in a mess..ii feel so stupid la,if ii were to end up lik him ii for sure will hate myself! zhen de 'don lookback and keep moving forward' and life will be so much better..

realli enjoy this movie..=)

Today went for my math tuition and my tuition teacher told me that my math is really not gd..and ii personally feel my math has been a total mess since the begining of this year..

And my tuition teacher told me that its time for me to stop playing..
He said if ii wanna at least get to sec five ii have to forsake my friends and stop all the playing at least untill I'm out with an 'O'lvl certificate.. and I also feel I have been playing too much but I really don't want to forsake my friends,forsake playing and most importantly I don't want to forsake my secondary life!..And just study,study,STUDY!!!

Seriously I don't get a chance to be 16 again! To Play and be Crazy and have fun like it's nobody business..we don't have a chance to do it all over again..So, so wat if we have a gd certificate when our life are jus fill with the misery of have not fun and joy in the best years of our life..
Seriously I'm not gg to waste it all away and just study but ii will try to work even harder..I will try as hard as I can to focus with all I have..

Hope I will have a gd Ending when the story Ends...pary hard for nth comes without working hard!~

hmm..todae the motivation tok ii really lik it..den todae whole dae mood is really gd..keep toking..ii realli addict to english movies now so ii really feel lik brushing up ma english..ii realli wish one dae ii can spell ani words at the snap of ma finger tip ii realli don care about ma chinese now even if ii were to fail now all ii wan is ma english to be super..ma math ii wanna learn more ii feel so far away from wan ii can do..and sic ii jus wanna be as gd as ii use to do in sec 1,2..As for geo & SS ii onli wan to get a band3..den ii realli happy le..
as for friendship wise ii hope to be more 'out-spoken' ii is realli the tpye to take a long tyme for me to feel it's ok to be more talkative or normally ii am dde beri quiet type dde and by the tyme ii can get along well with everyone its oweas tyme to sae gd-bye..dartx whye ii wish to be more friendy and out-spoken so ii can make friends easier..hais ii really donno wat's wrong wiid me whye am ii so shy to make friends..if ii donno sumone ii will be beri scare in the inside dde..so ii oweas use quiet as a sheath to show ii don realli care who the hell you are..but when is come to learning if there is something ii donno ii will be beri thick skin and ask and ask..ii am not afraid that others will scold me for wasting their time..
but this is oso wat ii lik about maself and of other who are lik me coz if other ppl ask ii oso get to learn more..ii realli lik learning but ii "reali hate rules" that is whye ii hate gg to school..it realli killes me to have to follow other ppl's order went ii have a human rite to either let down my hair or to scold vulgarity..its ma mouth and ii'm not a kid animore ii don niid no one to tell me how to live my life..because for me to walk between to the lines will make my life so boring,ii only wanna know that ii have been to the extreme!
if ii have choice ii realli don mind learning for all my life coz ii don realli like the idea of gg out to earn money..ii don lik working..

ii wanna work hard and study for all the things ii wan,to come true..for ii don mind earning onli a few thousand a month,and working from nine to five..all ii want is to know that ii have no regrets in life ii don wan to miss a thing ii don wan to onli study ii oso wan to play realli hard..for ii don realli have big dreams..

erm..todae was quite crapping..everything seem to fall out and ii beri clear of it kayy! its not said out but ii noex kayyx..think ii care if you get bored of me..last tyme maybe but from todae it doesn't matter animore ii will oso show back the same attitude to you kayyx..
feeling so sick to care about all this stupid crap la..lalala's gg to go slp liao..hahax..
takeccare ppl the weather is realli bad..